23 May 2009

Funzies

Some photos from recent goings on....


What was once Meigs Field, a fairly private airport across the harbor from Soldier Field is now a public park, prairie, and bird sanctuary. I took a trip down there last Sunday & we walked around the whole island - very pretty and very tiring. It's a great place to visit with, by far, my favorite view of the skyline (from the South).

Sculptures on the island:



I reiterate that I need a friend with a boat. I don't want my own boat - too much maintenance and hassle. But I've never been out sailing on the lake and it looks like such a great time...

View of the skyline from the South. Including the additions to Soldier Field - the Southeast sides of which, don't look like a giant space toilet.


An art show opening in the West Town neighborhood I went to with a couple of friends. Mitch O'Connell is a well known and established Chicago artist and he had some pieces along with a newer artist, Brian Morris. This was at the Rotofugi store and gallery. For those unfamiliar, Rotofugi makes all those really strange and wonderful Japanese style inspired toys.

Mitch's collection of skateboard designs. I bought the middle one. I am a patron of the arts now...

Mitch practicing his Zack Efron pose, as he called it. I finally got to meet the artist who designed the Hawaiian caricature tattoo on my back. Super, super nice guy.

Finally - Annie and Scout relaxing on the back porch of the new building.

15 May 2009

Curiosity

I've always been a curious person. I remember in high school, driving my physics teacher nuts because he wasn't fully explaining how a solenoid worked and I really wanted to know. I can't remember the exact nature of the question but he told me that the answer was 'beyond the scope of this class period.'

I don't understand non-inquisitive people. Those who take the world as it is, at face value, and just roll with it, without question. The world is the way it is because it is the way it is. I'm more curious WHY the world is the way it is - because unless you understand the 'why,' you can't change anything. I guess that's the problem - resigning oneself to always seeing change or progress as coming from elsewhere rather than from within oneself? Seeing yourself as too insignificant to effect any real change? And, in some cases, having a position in society where your privileges prevent you from seeing any need for change at all? I wonder if social psychologists have explored these differences. They probably have.

I guess there are those who also see critical reflection as threatening to ideologies they adhere to, without any understanding of why they hold them so closely. Or those who see others' questions as challenges or an attempt to prove fault, rather than as curiousness.

Religion and politics are two cases that come to mind with this. Someone who is secure in their own beliefs, have reflected upon them, and know why they believe what they believe are often much more open to challenging questions and open to discussing their beliefs. They recognize that the questioner isn't necessarily trying to debunk their point of view but merely curious as to how that point of view came to be. For these people, even if the questioner is trying to challenge or debunk, are secure enough in their own knowledge and beliefs to defend those beliefs without becoming defensive, if that makes any sense?

I find, often, those who were 'born into' an ideology (again, religion and politics are the best examples) and simply roll with it are less likely to question how they came to believe what they believe. It's just the way I was raised - another version of the "the world is the way it is because that's the way it is" argument. If someone who honestly never thought about why they believe what they believe is asked this question, I can see how anxiety or defensiveness can kick in - because they honestly have no good answer - because they don't know.

I just feel like, if you don't understand WHY you believe what you believe, then you're more likely to be simply following empty rhetoric and rituals. If you don't explore your options (even if you end up right back where you started - it's the journey, not the end point that is important here), then you'll never truly understand where your beliefs lie in the grand scheme of things. For example - most people who simply follow the religion they were raised with, without question, rarely see how much in common all religions have with each other - because they never bothered to explore other faiths and learn about them. This compartmentalization of faith, keeping sects separate from one another, ultimately keeps us from making deeper connections with each other.

I am grateful that I found this blogging community because, without it, I never would have become a more open inquisitor. I always wanted to debate and question issues, but it's rare to find those with opposing views who can and want to do so in a civil and intelligent manner. Even in classes, this is often the case. Granted, a majority of my "faithful readers" have similar viewpoints to my own, but there are enough of you who disagree on key issues and I want to say thanks for discussion. You all prove that discussion and debate doesn't have to be an angry circus.

So, I guess to all of you who don't consider yourself questionners - there's never a bad time to start! Go pick up a book on a subject you know nothing about or that is in direct opposition to something you believe - go on, give it a try. It doesn't hurt, I promise.

14 May 2009

Christians debate torture

This is an interesting article discussing Evangelical Christians and their stance on the issue of torture.

The cynic in me says two things: 1) Christianity wouldn't exist at all without capital punishment and torture, so given that those concepts are deeply rooted in the history of Christianity, they're hard to condemn. 2) Deep, critical thought appears to be rare among those I know who blindly follow any faith. Therefore an issue such as this which requires one to reconcile the actual teachings and sentiments espoused by Jesus, the institutionalized Christian faith, and separating those from their own political ideology, is almost a foreign concept.



Torture debate prompts evangelical soul-searching
By ERIC GORSKI,
AP Religion Writer Eric Gorski
Wed May 13, 11:12 am ET


Among evangelical leaders, debate over the use of harsh interrogation techniques against suspected terrorists has prompted introspection about faith, ethics, the Golden Rule, just wars, Jack Bauer and Jesus.

A number of evangelical leaders have made opposition to torture without exceptions a moral cause over the past three years, part of a broadening of the movement's agenda beyond traditional culture war issues. Others in the movement, including many Christian right leaders, have largely resisted or stayed silent.

Now, President Barack Obama's release of Bush administration memos justifying harsh interrogation techniques and a new poll showing white evangelicals more sympathetic to torture have leaders taking stock of whether evangelical opinion has shifted on the topic.

"I have said before that torture is like a bone caught in our throat — we can't swallow it and we can't spit it out," said David Gushee, a professor of Christian ethics at Mercer University in Atlanta and president of Evangelicals for Human Rights. "I think we're still there."

The poll data from a survey of 742 U.S. adults released April 29 by the Pew Forum on Religion and Public Life found 62 percent of white evangelical Protestants said torture of a suspected terrorist could be often or sometimes justified to obtain important information.

By contrast, 51 percent of white non-Hispanic Catholics, 46 percent of white mainline Protestants and 40 percent of the religiously unaffiliated held that position.

Those who attend religious services at least once a week were more likely than those who rarely or never attend to say torture is sometimes or often justified in that scenario — 54 percent to 42 percent.

The findings immediately prompted questions for evangelicals: How exactly did poll participants define torture, since the survey did not? Did evangelicals reach their conclusions because of their religious beliefs, or their politics or ideological leanings? How do you untangle those factors from each other?

Pew officials later updated the analysis to emphasize that religion "is only one of many factors" — and that political party and ideology are much better predictors of opinions on torture than religion and most other demographic factors. At the same time, the report noted, religion itself can play a strong role in shaping partisanship and ideology.

"My experience is that people who are comfortable supporting torture support it because they think it's going to produce information our country needs," said the Rev. Richard Killmer, a Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) minister and executive director of the interfaith National Religious Campaign Against Torture, which formed in 2006. "I don't think they would shy away from use of the word 'torture.'"

"During the last eight years, people have been concerned about this ticking time bomb thing and Jack Bauer and '24' and all that," said Killmer, referring to the TV drama in which the protagonist takes a by-any-means-necessary approach to extracting information from terror suspects.

Among evangelicals, Gushee has been a leading anti-torture advocate. He led the effort to draft, in 2006, "An Evangelical Declaration Against Torture: Protecting Human Rights in an Age of Terror." The document, which has 250 signatures, renounced torture and "cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment of detainees."

Last fall, a poll commissioned by Faith in Public Life and Mercer University found that 44 percent of white Southern evangelicals rely on life experience and common sense to form opinions on torture. By contrast, 28 percent said they relied on Christian teachings or beliefs.

Even so, Gushee said he senses a "deep moral, spiritual and theological problem" in evangelical support for torture.

"There is a version of Christianity in America that I think is not adequately committed to the Bible's teachings about the sacredness of every human life, including the lives of our enemies," Gushee said. "It's also insufficiently committed to the peacemaking teachings of Jesus and the example of Jesus as one who did not resort to violence or cruelty to accomplish any of his goals and instead suffered violence instead of inflicting it."

Gary Bauer, a former Republican presidential candidate affiliated with several Christian right groups over the years, said the discussion should not come down to "Would Jesus torture?"

"There are a lot of things Jesus wouldn't do because he's the son of God," he said. "I can't imagine Jesus being a Marine or a policeman or a bank president, for that matter. The more appropriate question is, 'What is a follower of Jesus permitted to do?'"

Bauer said the answer is "it depends" — but the moral equation changes when the suspect is not a soldier captured on a battlefield but a terrorist who may have knowledge of an impending attack. He said he does not consider water-boarding — a form of interrogation that simulates drowning — to be torture.

"I think if we believe the person we have can give us information to stop thousands of Americans from being killed, it would be morally suspect to not use harsh tactics to get that information," Bauer said.

Under Christianity's just-war tradition, recognized political authorities have the responsibility to protect the innocent from grave harm, said Keith Pavlischek, a senior fellow at the Ethics and Public Policy Center, evangelical scholar and retired Marine colonel.

That means not just lives that would be lost in an attack, but the justice, order and peace of the broader international community at risk from terrorism, said Pavlischek, a member of the Presbyterian Church in America, a conservative denomination.

If authorities believe a detainee has information about an imminent attack, it's morally acceptable to use coercion, inflict pain, cause discomfort and use force in an attempt to prevent the attack, he said.

But it is not black and white in determining when interrogation tactics cross the line to unjust torture, Pavlischek said. He said while evidence exists that water-boarding might be out of line, "it's a hard call." Similarly, sleep deprivation can also be used to extremes and cross the line, but not always.

Richard Land, president of the Ethics and Religious Liberty Commission of the Southern Baptist Convention, the nation's largest evangelical church body, revealed this month that he believes water-boarding is torture and never justified. He said part of his conclusion is based on his belief that it's "very likely to cause permanent psychological damage."

"It seems to me once you accept the 'end justifies the means' argument, then you have taken a step onto a very steep and slippery slope to dark and dangerous place," Land said.

He emphasized that Christian tenets that guide the debate — including the Golden Rule, or "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" — can be applied differently. He said that while terrorists should not be "mistreated," neither do they deserve protections afforded prisoners of war by the Geneva Convention.

Land said some harsh interrogation techniques — such as slapping with an open hand — can be morally permissible.

David Neff, editor of Christianity Today magazine and chairman of the board of the National Association of Evangelicals, which endorsed the evangelical declaration against torture, said torture is not a subject preached at most evangelical churches. So white evangelical support for torture is more likely rooted in their strong allegiance the Republican Party.

"There is a sense of, 'We trust this administration that was leading us through this difficult time post-911, and if they say we have to do this, chances are that sometimes it's necessary,'" Neff said.

He added: "It think it is extremely important for the U.S. government, for our own security, to operate as ethically as possible, because what we sow, we reap."

10 May 2009

Tatau: Round deux

Another 2 1/2 hours of work on the new tattoo. This time I had a couple of friends who wanted to come watch and they took pictures to amuse themselves. So first, pictures. Then two "what not to do" tattoo stories that occurred while we were in the shop. Heed my warnings!



The artist in the background is the guy who did all of my other work (with the exception of the flowers). He was amused that we were covering up part of his handiwork but said "eh, it happens." He was working on a very impressive back piece on this really hot guy who kept looking up and smiling at me. I should have asked for his number ;)

Call be morbid, but I love the ooze. It just looks really cool to me.


Black shading finished. Next appointment is in June and should take an hour or less.




OK. What not to do tattoo story #1:

Walking into a shop where all 4 artists are working on people at the moment and when asked "can we help you?" saying, "two tattoos please." Well, OK, obnoxious as that is, that's not the real 'what not to do' part of this. The shop manager went to talk to the two girls and they each wanted little small things. When asked if they wanted to make an appointment, they didn't understand that they couldn't get them right then. Zach, the guy working on me, asked the shop manager what it was they wanted, she showed him, and he said they could come back at 8 when he's done with me. They didn't want to do that. They had to have them now! Well, too bad. Go to the Tattoo Factory if that's the case. Deluxe does walk-ins if someone is free, but it's not really a walk-in type shop. Most people go there for a particular artist and make appointments in advance for custom work. Moral of the story: If you can't wait 3 hours for something that will be on your body for the rest of your life, think about if it's REALLY worth getting...


What not to do tattoo story #2: One of the artists gets this frantic phone call from some girl (why is it always girls who do this stupid shit?? that kinda pisses me off) who got a tattoo at the Tattoo Factory (can you tell I don't like that place?) at 2am last night and it was jacked up and could he fix it because she has somewhere to be tomorrow and can't go like that. Blank stares around the shop.

1: Don't get a tattoo at 2am. Seriously. Just don't.
2: You have to wait for a tattoo to heal before you can work on it again.

She came in - and I couldn't really tell it was messed up when she showed it to Zach. Apparently it was done too shallow. All it was was a fine outline of a shooting star. It didn't look that bad to me. All the artists were like "I've seen a LOT worse, you're lucky."

Nobody in the shop had any sympathy for the girl, really. If you get a tattoo at 2am, you're obviously not putting much though into it. Plus - if you know you have somewhere to be two days later - can't the tattoo wait? The thing was, she obviously knew better because she had this really detailed cool piece by the artist at Deluxe who she called (done many years before) - so she obviously knows good work and it wasn't her first tattoo. But seriously - you're shooting craps if you do a walk in with whatever artists happens to be free. My first tattoo was a walk-in - I just happened to luck out with Miles (who now works at Deluxe).


Moral of both stories: Put some thought into what you want. After all, it will be with you forever and it's worth waiting for.

06 May 2009

Wardrobe malfunction

OK, not really a wardrobe malfunction, I just love that phrase.

I'm officially back down to a size 12!! I'm happy with that. That's my undergraduate size. While it would be nice to get back to 8/10 (high school size), I realize that probably won't happen and that's fine. 12 is a good size for my body type, especially if I keep working on toning up.

What I mean is that I now have to embark on the task of buying new clothes. Luckily a friend of mine with very similar tastes to me recently went from a size 12 to 8 so she's going to give me some of her size 12 stuff. What's also neat is that since 12 isn't considered a "Plus Size" (don't get me started on that term - a size is a size - plus what??) I can now find stuff that might actually FIT me in neat kitchsy 2nd hand shops. I generally hate clothes shopping and find that unless it's something standard (black pants), I can't find anything I really like in mainstream stores. Skirts, dresses, shirts - they're all fugly!

I haven't done anything in particular, except now I walk almost everywhere and go up and down 3 flights of stairs several times a day (at home and at work). I haven't changed my diet too terribly much except that I don't eat out nearly as much as I used to and I eat more vegetables. The only thing that scares me a little about that is that if I didn't really do much of anything special to lose the weight, then it could be easier to gain back.

Now I just have to get off my butt and keep doing the strength exercises on the Wii Fit. I realize it's a game and not meant to be a "trainer" but every little bit helps. Plus it gives me ideas for things to do on my own when the unit is turned off. I'm thinking about, one of these days, getting a small weights set for arm strengthening exercises.

I would have started going to the fitness center at work, for free, except that it's shut down now. The building that houses it is being razed in preparation for a new, bigger building. In the meantime, we have no fitness center for the students or staff. They are apparently working out some kind of arrangement with a local gym or another college, but I have yet to hear anything.

It'll be interesting when they tear the building down since I have a front row seat for the show: My office window looks out over the roof of our main building, directly at the tear-down building.

In other good news - since I've recently been toying with the idea of getting back into photography - a friend at work is selling me her Nikon D-50 digital SLR for cheap (like $200 cheap, like 10% of retail price cheap). She's upgrading and I figure that's a good starter camera to get back into the feel of manual photography. Ideally I'd one day like to get a really nice camera, but that will be a goal I set for myself after I get back into the habit of taking pictures regularly. I can't justify just yet, setting aside and saving up the kind of money the really good digital SLRs cost until I get back into it full-stride. Then we'll see. Once that happens and I get the hang of it, I might just start a photoblog.

01 May 2009

Introductions

On our morning walk today, Annie and I came across a guy walking his 15 month Golden mix (I'm guessing). Since the new training regimen, Annie has been able to successfully walk past other dogs without going crazy. You all who don't know her have no idea how significant that is. She would sometimes be an uncontrollable freak on walks, to the point of exasperation on my part.

Well, this guy had his dog sit and wait at the corner and I explained she was in training and he said his dog was too, so we tried an introduction. I calmly led Annie to the other dog (Reese?) and she sniffed, did a little aggressive snap, which I quickly corrected - pulled her away and made her sit. Then we tried again and they were wagging and there was much butt sniffing and much rejoicing.

I can't believe what a difference two weeks has made already.